John Mayer - Heart Of Life

I hate to see you cry lying there in that position
There's things you need to hear
So turn off your tears and listen
Pain throws your heart to the ground
Love turns the whole thing around
No it won't all go the way it should
But i know the heart of life is good

You know it's nothing new
Bad news never had good timing
Then the circle of your friends
Will defend the silver lining

Pain throws your heart to the ground
Love turns the whole thing around
No it won't all go the way it should
But i know the heart of life is good

Pain throws your heart to the ground
Love turns the whole thing around
Fear is a friend who's misunderstood
But i know the heart of life is good.
I know it's good.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u4m71L2oAT4

Being Happy...

The carnival was on...
The crowd was there...
The story began...

Laughter were heard...
Smiles were displayed...
But something was just missing...

Games were played...
Prizes were won...
But something was not present...

Fireworks shot up...
Along with excitement...
So did the eyebrows...
But I felt astrayed...

I traveled from place to place...
Hoping to feel belonged to some place...
But found nothing more than just a glance from you...

When people looked up...
I looked down...
And just walk passed without being noticed...

I am willing to give...
But you are not willing to take...

Or...

When you do take...
You take all of it and leave nothing for me...

Life...
Was never fair to begin with...

Thou...
I do wish for a change in that...

Once I've shut myself up...
I'll only open up the next day...

Even if YOU wanted to help me...
There is not much you can do...

So...
Wait for tomorrow...
And see how things work themselves out...

Till then...
Please take care of yourself...
And smile as much as you can...
As that is what I wish to see...
You..
Being happy...

Sad Dream

Weird dream on 17 January 2009:
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I dreamt of my fren...escaped some bad guys...stole their stuff...some jet thingy...

me and her fly dunno landed on some weird town...they there part of china...swt...and then (like the message i wrote...bad timing) they are about to go for war...

and then each time before the war...they will have a vote...to see their people will fight to stay as they are or surrender terus and open their state to the public as now they are a closed state..meaning everything they have their own....mainland china cannot interferre..

and then during the poll...my fren emo...coz its a poll of the old folks against the youngsters...youngsters want to open up and move forward...old folks want how things are rite now...and then she wants to join the youngsters...she was thinking that time...i mention that this things always happen...

then she shout at me saying "why do think i'm deceptive and that u cannot believe me?" (oh in that dream we supposedly coupling lol) then i straight hug her and say i will always trust u wo...(swt)...then she felt better and then re bounce back to her happy go lucky self...(swt again)

for some weird reason...they got clubs in the state...but dunno what is martial arts...i wanted to ask someone to teach me so i can help defend myself and her during the war...but they dunno wat is martial arts...but they got clubs =.=

while going to one of them....she bump into a guy and gave him the seductive stare...i know..but i buat tak tau (act as if i din know)....i working...she clubbing..i know...swt...

so sad la me...even in the dream...




I wrote this 46 days, 7 hours, 43 minutes ago
(March 04, 2009 6:01pm being today)

Quote from Eagle Eye

The Boss said: you better get me something good before i demote u to something that requires u to touch shit using your hands...


LOL

Quote from The Day Earth Stood Still

""
Person A: There must be some hope, some technology that can save our problem.

Person B: Your problem is not technology. THE problem is you. You lack the will to change.
""

""
Every civilization reaches a crisis point eventually. But it is only on the brink of destruction that people find the will to change, only at the precipice, do we evolve.
""

A summary of me

http://youniverse.com/personality/feedback/696dc9168bb911e2d35528b25a1f5132

a summary of me =)



I wrote this 92 days, 16 hours, 42 minutes ago
(March 04, 2009 6:01pm being today)

System Failure

Error Message: Data input is now put on hold. Previous data input has found conflicting with the system's protocol. Please select an option.

Retry Abort Ignore

Retry

Error Message: Data input is now put on hold. Previous data input has found conflicting with the system's protocol. Please select an option.

Retry Abort Ignore

Retry

System Failure: Please reboot the system.

Reboot


I wrote this 100 days, 13 hours, 54 minutes ago
(March 04, 2009 6:01pm being today)

Random quote by me (2)

One of my newest random quote:

respect is a higher level of acknowledgment



I wrote this 101 days, 13 hours, 41 minutes ago
(March 04, 2009 6:01pm being today)

Random quote by me (1)

For peace is not the absence of conflict, but the ability to cope with it.



I wrote this 105 days, 22 hours, 2 minutes ago
(March 04, 2009 6:01pm being today)

Quote from Handcock

Life here can be difficult for me as I am the only one of my kind. You deserve better from me. I can be better. I will be better.

A cut off

I was slain by love...revived by hatred...
Vengeance is my middle name and death...is a blessing from me to you....
Smile while you still can...for when the dark days arrive...you will be so much in pain...
even by cutting your face like the jokker wouldn't make you look like you're smiling....
The time is ticking....and as each second ticks by...the word "DOOM" slowly reveals itself upon this world...
some see it clearer....some may not....some may even pretend that its not there....but it will.....come...
some say that darkest moment of the day...is... 6:06:06pm
some say that darkest day of the month...is... Friday the 13th
some say that darkest month of the year...is... the month with Friday the 13th
what do you have to say about this?
i'd say....Dammit!! i lost my emoness to continue writing this =.=

so yes...its the end for today's entry =.=

I wrote this 109 days, 15 hours, 23 minutes ago
(March 04, 2009 6:01pm being today)

Social butterfly

I'm like a social butterfly...i can fit into any circle...but I'm not part of any circle...people see me on the surface...but few understand me...many have high hopes of me...but when i see a gorgeous burning flame...which i know is my death...but i will still fly towards it....i fly from one flower to another.....its not like the flowers need me...but...they dun mind me coming by...

so what am i? i'm a social butterfly...

-Nakimura- 4.03am 13-11-2008

A dream

My dream on the 3rd of November 2008 2am ++ ~ 3rd of November 2008 11.54am
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i can't remember wat happened but....its just weird....i was doing all sort of things...going here and there...running from bad people...helping the police to get them back...and then i sneak into their place....blah blah blah...and then i woke up....and then i went back to sleep...somehow can continue...lol...and then more stuff happened....in the end....i find myself in a living room...filled with people....from that dream....watching a movie...and that movie....was my dream....and it had an ending...
and then...some of my frens were there too...people from the movie was there
....its like....i was in the movie but now i'm watching that movie i was in...but everything...is a dream to the real me...

lol....i only remebered me asking one of the actors...so who did the main character ended up with? she said...with her sister....now that makes me wonder...a LOT....

!@#%$^#@#$!@$^@&^$%!@#!%@#$!@$@#^#$!@#!%$#&$^&^*&^^@#$!

weird encounter with the dream world.......



-- Joshua 12:36pm 3rd of November 2008 --

If

If
Feb 26, 2005 11:25 PM

If you can seize the day (carpe diem),
And use time to the fullest,
All dreams and hopes that you had ever wished for,
Will now come true.

If you want others to respect you,
You must first respect them,
For a wise old man once said,
What goes around comes around.

If you can control your emotions,
And not let it burst out like a volcano,
Then you are a man,
Worth the respect of people around you.

If you can be a good listener,
And lock all their deepest emotions and secrets in your heart,
It will be obvious that you are different from those around you,
This is why God gave us two ears and only one mouth.

-- one of my work back in 2005.... =) --

The Seven Deadly Sins

The Seven Deadly Sins....

The deadly sin of Pride - a love of self, perverted to hatred and contempt for one’s neighbor.

The deadly sin of Envy - the pain caused by the good fortune of others. It is a reluctance to see our own well-being shadowed by another's.

The deadly sin of Avarice (Greed) - The sinner learns to turn his desire from possessions, power, or position towards God. It is a sin against God, just as all mortal sins, in as much as man condemns things eternal for the sake of temporal things.

The deadly sin of Gluttony - The soul’s desire to eat a forbidden fruit causes its shade to starve.

The deadly sin of Sloth - The spiritual laziness and lack of caring lead to Sadness, and so blessed are they that mourn for they shall be conforted. For those who refuse to enjoy the goodness of the world created, Satan finds some mischief still for idle hands to do.

The deadly sin of Wrath - The transgressions borne of vengeance are among the most serious, including murder and assault. It is a love of Justice perverted to Revenge and Spite, encompassing all anger internal and external.

The deadly sin of Lust - All of those who committed sexual sins are purified by fire. Excessive sexual desire misdirects one’s love from God. Perhaps because all sin has its roots in misguided love, every soul who has completed his penance on the lower six cornices must pass through the wall of flame before ascending to the Earthly Paradise.

(I got all this from the game Elven's Blood)

I wrote this 149 days, 17 hours, 24 minutes ago
(March 04, 2009 6:01pm being today)

I will

You may say that she takes my breath away...but you make my helpless with just one smile..

When she ask i would....but for you...i will...

I wrote this 201 days, 21 hours, 24 minutes ago
(March 04, 2009 6:01pm being today)

Help offered

I will only care for those who are emotionally weak / disturbed / in need for care / lonely..

For those who I once cared for but now don't seem to care...

its because you have grown strong enough to flap your own wings..

I will say only words that are suppose to be said...nothing more of that will come from me..

Sweet words? flattering? Find someone else for them..

I will only do what i ought to be done... if its a helping hand you need.....ask...and only will I know you need help...


I shall not fall in love for now... I will be... nothing but a mid-night walker... a silent watcher... a supporting shadow. I am...the incarnated one....

p/s: i do still think of you sometimes...

I wrote this 205 days, 21 hours, 41 minutes ago
(March 04, 2009 6:01pm being today)

Additional note:

I will only help those who wants to help themselves....suicidal cases are much much more complicated....i can help...only if u allow me to and u are giving yourself a second chance...those who are certain about some issues....i will not tolerate nor will i be of any help =.=

u are what u think u are....if u think u are weak...guess what...u ARE weak for thinking u are weak....

Think positive...act positive...BE positive....

Live life to its fullest and be proud of what u do =)


I wrote this 92 days, 16 hours, 20 minutes ago
(March 04, 2009 6:01pm being today)

Be original~

Word can be sharper than a sword, Guard it well....

Emotions are disruptive and damaging, control it...

What you hear may be a lie, check it...

What you see might be an illusion, seek the truth...

What you feel might be a deception sense it...

What you think is just a thought, do it...

What the world think and do, is what the world thinks and does;
What you think and do, is what you think and do;
never do what the world does nor think like the world thinks;
Be original~

I wrote this 205 days, 21 hours, 43 minutes ago
(March 04, 2009 6:01pm being today)

Emotions

Wrote this some time back...so i'd just copy and paste it here =)

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Today's topic is about Emotions...

From a boiling down point of view:

Our emotions...they come from our mind...

our mind...is our brain...

our brain...is in our head....

our head....is part of my body....

being a person...is 1/3 of a family (for example) ....

1 family is 1/x of a community (considering x is the number of families in a town)...

1 town is 1/y of a state (considering y is the number of towns found in one state)...

1 state is 1/z of a country (considering z is the number of states in a country)...

1 country is 1/195 of the world (http://geography.about.com/cs/countries/a/numbercountries.htm)

so...having that said...does your emotion matter at all?? NO! no one cares!

after the 9/11 event...the world...kept spinning....

after the earthquake at SiChuan...time....kept ticking...

Conclusion: Its time to let go of your emotions...and move on...just as the world will keep spinning....and the time keeps ticking away...

From a blowing up point of view:

Our emotion is an expression of our feelings...it will be displayed on our faces....or sometimes being displayed through a body language...with or without us knowing it happening...

these signs and movements and actions will be noticed by people around us...(whether they really care is a different story)...the point is they can see...and it will then affect their emotions in responds to yours...

with people around u responding to your emotions...the number has increased...

and as if its like a ripple...the number grows...some will start taking action....to do something...

for example...you're unhappy about how the department has responded to your case...you then become unsatisfied...and you might be frustrated about the issue...people around you might then ask what happened...and then you tell your story...people might / not agree with you...and they give a respond...some might help you gather strength to solve the issue...some might reason it out with you...

for the case of gathering strength to solve the issue (need not to be by force)...it can be an appeal letter by the locals? that is more than one person involved already...if the issue is not solved...it might go public....involving more people from different areas...and as this goes on...and if it becomes a big issue...it can go regional level...and then national level...and then global?

Conclusion: Control your emotions...as it will....affect people around you...Forgive and Forget....

as the saying goes

" give and take "

- Give first....before expecting to take or recieve something..

" what goes around comes around "

- it may not come now...but it will eventually...

Tan Tze Xiang a.k.a. The Turtle Master - 2008/06/17 (3:26am)

http://xem247.com/f/archive/new003/Be-Happy.swf

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Never sstop smiling

As soon as my sight landed on your sweet smile...time and tide opened a door....
a door that allowed only the two of us to enter...a place where things around us moved slowly..
a place where i saw the two of us..
on a vast green pasture..
was i..lying down eyes closed with my head on your legs folded up..
you would play with my hair as thou you were having a mini adventure of your own..
before i closed my eyes..
i remembered that the sky was blue and that it had white fluffy clouds passing by every now and then..
but..when i opened my eyes this time around..
it was a sight that i will never forget for as long as i live..
it was..
your sweet smile that i saw..
the smile that till today..is the joy of my life..
the smile that keep me calm and warm throughout the nights when the moon was the only company i had..
so..
baby boo..
never stop smiling
ok?

I wrote this 235 days, 18 hours, 31 minutes ago
(March 04, 2009 6:01pm being today)

Walking Shadow

I am but a walking shadow....that lurks within darkness....keeping silent till the moment is right....and even when the moon is at its highest point...time and tide waits for no man....but i....will wait for you


I wrote this 236 days, 18 hours, 38 minutes ago
(March 04, 2009 6:01pm being today)

Life on a boat with no compass

I'm on a boat now....with no sense of direction as the compass was given to someone who was in more need than i am for it....so i'm just drifting on the boat alone...watching the sea life below me fascinates me...watching the sunset and sunrise daily....makes my life so beautiful...having wild adventures when the storm rises up...but enjoying the serenity of peace while the sea is calm...and at night...the stars seem much brighter than what can be seen in the cities...brighter and much more clearer...

I wrote this 236 days, 18 hours, 39 minutes ago
(March 04, 2009 6:01pm being today)

The worry..

I wrote quite a few stuff on Human Pets' tales section...I took it as a mini blog where it was much simpler to just write and post it there...

As I've visited a few blogs before and there are like wow...so fancy with colorful words and vids and pics...

Mine are all simple stuff....all words....maybe one or two pictures just to make it look better =)

For the next few posts...I'll just be copying all my tales i wrote in Human Pets to here... =)

Enjoy Reading...if anyone actually do read it XD